Day 165: 9/12/2018
I was not aware of its existence until today. There are signs of something called “stress”.
I thought I was OK and I could handle it well. But unconsciously, I cannot really control my own feeling and stress level. Starting to feel dizzy and my right middle finger has been dry for the past week. These are vital signs indicating a high level of stress I have had.
Tomorrow is the day I will officially meet Jan for the 6th supervisory meeting. And to be perfectly open and honest, I am not confident in myself or my work at all. I really hope that it will go as smoothly as it should be.
9/13:2018 12.52 am.
